Tiny

But Mighty

I knew I had family and I knew they loved me but not like this. I was overwhelmed with love before I left. My going away party was everything and it was so much fun! That’s the first time I remember both my mom and dad side being together. We hugged, prayed, ate, cried, laughed. My gratitude corner was lit.
I made it to New York safely if you were wondering, I love everything about it. Im in Bushwick, I’m a Brooklyn girly now. I got hella stories already lmaooooo the rush of not knowing what might come next is what keeps shit exciting fr. Lol I’m back on foot like in my Berkeley days. I hop on the bus too idgaf I need to get where I’m supposed to go and there is something so meditative about riding the bus. I know what erykah meant when she say can I get a window seat? Tyyyyyype. I be train surfing too tho. The J – we got a love-hate relationship but I kinda love it the more I ride other trains, I’m like ugh nah where the damn J. Plus the J take me home and I love to go home lmao
wait y’all I been dating and it’s really interesting because who are these niggas? Ahahahah And I be interacting with so many different kind of men. I love men. They are strong but sensitive, loving but cold, kind and aloof at the same time. Sounds a lot like me and I think that’s why I find them so beautiful. Each one in their own right. I do notice which men bring what side out of me and I am aware of it. It’s one that be making me so girly and I be a big baby wit him but some bring out my bullying tendencies tho, one guy called me corny cuz of my rant about how men should be able to do at least 1 pull up. LOLLLLL. Yea aight, I be so giggly these days but just cuz I am happy and free and ok. Some I entertain just for the plot, some cuz I’m curious. They all a good time tho.
I did add a couple things to my list of standards, one being overall fitness level. Do he be in the gym? The other is does he take care of himself and Is his health a priority? What are his daily habits and what’s the mindset behind the daily habits? Is “I can’t” in his vocabulary cuz if it is, I can’t either, the mindsets gotta align babe.
I am finally seeing the results of almost a year of hard work and dedication come to life. I would be ok if my nudes got out there, fuck it I look good. Never take yourself too serious ok? It’s one life, live it but also know who you are so that you don’t have any regrets later.
I gotta stop making people my responsibility, we are grown. I been cooking a whole lot but I did find a good pizza spot around the corner from me, it’s called Rosie’s aaand I got a lil hood bar down the street where I can watch the laker game and they got good wings so I think I’m doin just fine round here.
omg oh yea I had my first experience where I felt like somebody tried to put the evil eye on meeeeeee, I woke up in the middle of my meditation to panthers purring and low toned tribal drums I just KNEW my ancestors was going to work so what did I do? I said thank you God.

mood¹– noun

a temporary state of mind or feeling.

frame of mind, emotional state; humor, temper, spirit